This is what the weather is making me feel

Listen to the rythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that if you go and let me cry in vain
And let me be alone again

The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand-new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

Rain please tell me not as that seem fair
For her to steal my heart away when she don't care
I can't love another when my heart's somewhere far away

The only girl I care about has gone away
Looking for a brand-new start
But little does she know that when she left that day
Along with her she took my heart

Rain won't you tell her that I love her so
Please as the sun has set her heart aglow
Rain in her heart and let the love we knew start to grow

Listen to the rythm of the falling rain
Telling me just what a fool I've been
I wish that if you go and let me and cry in vain
And let me be alone again

Oh, listen to the falling rain
Pitter Patter Pitter Patter ohhhh

It came

It finally came my new toy here the link to it, I had to give it a quick go and all I can say it was amazing well worth the money.

It dosn't just vibrate it pulsates :D iv never felt anything with such strong vibration and its silent as well which is a good thing when you share a house with lots of people.

I will definitely be trying it again later.

Sorry if the grammar wrong dam this dyslexia.

In patience

Why am I so inpatient and worry about things to much, like today Im sitting her waiting for a delivery, Im worried that it will be sent to the wrong address has it as done before in the past.

So Im sitting here on edge pacing backwards and forwards waiting and waiting for postman to turn up, I keep going to the front window and stare out to see if I can spot a red van but nothing.

The thing is I cant go out any where till he turns up:(.

Why do I worry so much I bet everything will be fine if not I will have to pick it up from the depo.

Ps sorry about grammar and spelling in my blog posts I suffer from dyslexia.

Good Morning

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Last Night

Well last night kind of went to plan I did have some fun on cam and decided to film it using my new web cam in hd the only problem it did it as wmv file format which I cant edit on the mac and the new movie maker sucks. :(

It would not let me do anything to the vid and it blue screen my laptop :@ wasn't impressed so spent till 1 this morning trying different free programs to convert it to avi and when I finally got one to work imovie wouldn't import it. :(, Very frustrating had to give up in the end and go to bed.

So I feel rather tired so thank god its Friday and iv got the weekend off its been a long week, looking forward to going to the gym tomorrow and working on my six pack its coming on nicely :D.

After a hard day frustrating day

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Last Night

Last night all started well I had bought a new hd web cam very good picture quality set it all up, worked perfectly logged into meetcam my favourite chat cam site and chatted for a bit then felt horny so got some toys out.

My rude boy and ice butt fleshlight and paris fleshlight and my glass butt plugs and lube , then put some sexy amateur porn on I had 2 women watching me, in the room which really turned me on I love being watch any way, I lube my self up started with the glass dildos first oh yes posing in front of the cam so they could see it go all the way inside my tight hole, they where loving it and PMing me which turn me on even more I was rock hard at this stage so I inserted the rude boy into my ass hole and turn it on, Oh I love the feeling as it slides inside of my ass I put some pillows behind my back and sat down with it inside my ass as I rocked backwards and forwards on it feeling the vibrations go though my body, I then started fucking my Paris fleshlight I had warmed it up using the heat from the vents of the laptop so, it was upto body temp felt so good I had to keep stopping to stop my self from coming I finally let my self go letting them see the cum spray up my tummy and my chest I did carry on again a bit later on came a further 2 times good times :D. the worse bit is always cleaning up after lol.

The bad side of last night is that I woke up in the middle of the night thinking that had swallowed a 80mm vibrating bullet, I woke up and choked then I thought it had fell under the mattress so lifted the mattress up and had a look underneath I finally gave up and went to sleep lol.