In patience

Why am I so inpatient and worry about things to much, like today Im sitting her waiting for a delivery, Im worried that it will be sent to the wrong address has it as done before in the past.

So Im sitting here on edge pacing backwards and forwards waiting and waiting for postman to turn up, I keep going to the front window and stare out to see if I can spot a red van but nothing.

The thing is I cant go out any where till he turns up:(.

Why do I worry so much I bet everything will be fine if not I will have to pick it up from the depo.

Ps sorry about grammar and spelling in my blog posts I suffer from dyslexia.